So Now What?

Where to begin?

We had the wake...and as I predicted, I fell asleep on the couch. I heard Jeff putting away all the rest of food (we got pizza) and woke up a little disoriented. Jeff gave me the option, share his bed or take the couch. He wasn't about to give up his bed. I decided to take the bed as it was more comfortable...but really, I just wanted to be close to someone.

We created the imaginary "chastity line" between us on the double bed, but suddenly that bed was beginning to feel like a single. When did the bed get so small? Like the last weekend, we started talking again, and the conversation turned to sex again (oh for God's sake...admit it, we're both horny). After way too long of this going on, I ask what we are doing? Are we acting on this sexual tension, or not? We did, and agreed we are friends.

Next day we were off to Six Flags for a day at the park. Way too much fun although it was a bit chilly, and by the time we were driving home, I was barely able to keep awake.

As for Jeff and me...well I'm not sure where it will go. We both have a bit of difficulty communicating what it is that we want. This may have been a one time thing...and I don't regret it. He's a special person.