Stuck in a Hard Place

So here I am...stuck in between a rock and a hard place. Jeff is interested in
someone else, and now we are going away for the weekend down to Cincinnati to go to Kings Island for a little Amusment Park therapy.

I wish Bruce was still around so I could talk to him. I don't want to spend the weekend with someone I have feelings for who doesn't return them. I keep trying to cool my feelings and instead I end up holding onto false hopes. If Jeff was interested, he would give me some type of signal...and that in itself is the problem. Having sex with me would be considered by most people to be a "signal". This is driving me nuts here.

Jeff isn't happy unless I'm stroking his ego, telling him how great he is, and never once does he really do anything for me. What am I getting out of the relationship?