A Temporary Fix to Loneliness
A call is made
Lying to myself
Only one
Night
Enough to feel close to someone...anyone
Holding
On to a false image of love but
Lost in a false passion
Listening to each other
Only our hearts are elsewhere
Wishing for something more
Every sound is amplified
My thoughts race
Placing my head next
To his
Yearning for more
Early morning alarm goes off
Morning rituals start
But I need to change because I'm not
Alone?
Ready to start a new day.
Ready to commit a night to memory.
Already wondering if it was right
Scared to wake him
Signaling the end of something nice
Even if it was only for one night of
Denial
As it's pretty obvious...I hooked up with someone last night. Nothing serious, just felt extrememly lonely, and was needing comfort of another person. He's a good guy, and I've known him for while, so it isn't like it was random. Hell...who are you to judge?
